I am feeling...so good.
I really should just end my blog there and then. (odd saying....but never the less....ahhem, another weird saying....but I digress....)
I am happy, people. Really happy.
I woke up this morning as Justin was continuously snoozing the alarm...and I felt great. Wide awake...the window was open, the sun not yet risen and it was brisk in my room. Yet, I was cozy in my bed next to the man I truly love in our home that I really adore. I have nothing to get out of bed for. And I smiled....
...I tell you....if all those tears and hard times are to thank for leading me here...I welcome the sadness. (Who would've thunk?)
As the sun became brighter, I got out of bed. I petted my three dogs, said hello to the hamster, fish and tortoises and went and laid on the trampoline to finish my book. It's taken me awhile to read my book...(something about working, being a mom and wife and being back in school....) but this morning was deliciously perfect to finish an important book about Buddhism and Christ. Two things of great value in my life.
After I finished, I sat still and listened to the wind blow -- very conscious of my breathing and the weight of my body on the trampoline. In that moment I remembered....
YIPPEE SKIPPY THE BOYS COME HOME TODAY!!!
And in one swoop, I back bended my way up to standing upright and jumped on the trampoline like a little girl with no care in the world....laughing and incredibly silly...
(and, yes...I'll past a drug test.)
it was amazing...
...embracing the day....and my spirit...that stays strong in the difficult times and screams in the now.
HURRY UP DAY AND GET MY FAMILY HOME!
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